THE ANSWER TO OUR PRESENT CRISIS
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So this is a shaky world of ten trillion Schrödinger's cats, and we are the poor souls who wander through, clutching our iPhones. The postmodernists responded with despair, alienation, formal play. And the post-postmodernists, what of them? Is there an answer to the ennui of the subjective, the loneliness of the "real"? How can we love if there is no Love?
Adam and the Amethysts have found a solution. They have found it with slow synths, grim & flickering guitar, saxophone. The solution is this: We pretend. No, there is no Truth; no there is no Beauty; no there is no Real, no Rights, no Love. But we can pretend. We can lie. We can lie, even to ourselves. This is the age of doublethink and fiction, so let us use these tools like liferafts.
"Dreaming" opens with a vision of a mystic cave, a Great Spirit, a pilgrimage. Its story is one of purpose, meaning, mission. And it is not real. The Amethysts show us this not just with melody, reverb, little whirlies - they show us in the song-title. They show us in the chorus. "It seems like I'm dreaming," Adam Waito sings. The reassurance of the Great Spirit, the solace of this vision, is imaginary. The Amethysts know this. They know these are phantoms. The same is true in the next part of the song, as the narrator drives through Northern Ontario, arm's-length from a lover. The mundane is just as illusory as the fantastic. "It only ran a mile an hour / so we watched the scenery / baby." This too - the small towns, the vast forests, that beloved baby - is not Real. It is not founded on anything underlying. "It seems like I'm dreaming," Waito repeats, without any fear.
Waito has no fear because he has solved the post-postmodern problem. He is not despairing. He is not lost. He is simply willful. He is simply listening to his story, accepting it, believing it. The full chorus is this: "If it seems like I'm dreaming / Don't wake me." Because this is the answer to the existential challenge of our time: Choose a Love. Or this: Choose a Truth. Choose a Love, choose a Truth, choose a Beauty; choose any purpose that you wish, clutch it, treat it as Real. Pretend. Lie. Dream, and dodge waking. There need not be any basis for universal human rights: we can enact them because we want to. We can fall in love, head over heels, with all the force of wish. "If it seems like we're dreaming / Don't wake me."
Then again, maybe "Dreaming" is none of the above. Maybe it's an awesome spectral jam, a journey and homewarming, a work of gorgeous wistful yes, longing and fulfillment in the same good chords. Maybe it's just one of the best songs released this year, with "oh-oh-oh-oh-oh", murmur, harmony, and that electric guitar, like painted lines on a long, garlanded road.Posted by Sean at November 10, 2011 11:22 AM
momentous.Posted by dan at November 10, 2011 12:10 PM
seriously.Posted by Ben Hubbird at November 10, 2011 1:15 PM
nice write upPosted by David at November 10, 2011 11:19 PM
JawdroppedPosted by Ryan at November 11, 2011 6:35 AM
Needed this after a long week. Thanks.Posted by Mae at November 11, 2011 8:34 AM
yes, a thousand times yesPosted by ellen at November 14, 2011 10:35 AM
Wow!Posted by Karin S. at November 25, 2011 1:54 PM
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